Tuesday, July 8, 2014

BACK TO DRINKING!

Well, my husband fell off the wagon...again!  I guess this is a sign; I am trying to decide what to do!  If he continues drinking heavily, I will be forced to leave.  I don't want to live with my mother but that may be the only way!  I won't be there long, however, as I have a plan to put her in an assisted living facility, if possible.  I want to move out of this God-forsaken place before the oil field sucks all the water out of the earth!  It is happening as we speak!  The oil boom is in full bloom!  I was raised in the oil field; many relatives did oil field-related jobs when I was growing up.  It was different then.  I wish it would bust, as the economy really is effected by all of this.  Our rent continues to go up, but we're on a fixed income and that doesn't increase much.  It isn't enough to cover a rent increase, which is already almost out of our range!  Electricity continues to go up; it is summer and the bill jumps way up!  I am depressed; I will have to make some changes!

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

The Non-Bathing Husband!

Does anyone out there in blog world have a husband that doesn't bathe anymore?  I have one!  Since he "retired" over 3 years ago, he has not bathed--not to my knowledge!  I am quite sure I would be able to tell if he did!  I have not slept with him in years either; I have my own room!  He really disgusts me and I feel like the only one in the world that has to put up with this behavior.  I wanted to ask his brother about it; I often wonder if he didn't want to bathe when he was a kid.  BUT...he used to bathe when he had to work, so I don't know what happened.  It is very disrespectful to me!  I hate living like this!