Christmas Almost Here!

Yes, another year is almost gone! The summer heat is almost forgotten. We had snow recently and what a blessing it was. The drought has been unbearable but we even had rain yesterday in the morning. Maybe we will be out of danger before too long. Husband finally got SS disability; I guess he is happy now. He needs a hobby! The camera he got at the first of the year is already in the shop for repairs. I should have known that wouldn't last long! He is so much like a child, with his carelessness and inconsideration for anything. I presume that he wasn't raised right! It is too late to change that. I have stuck with him now for over 6 years; that is longer than any other husband I've had. And there have been a few!! I am ashamed to admit that I have been married several times. It doesn't reflect well on me! This is the last one; I will be a merry widow when this marriage ends, God willing!

HOT, HOT, HOT!

This is one of those years! I can remember one like it not that long ago; skipped spring and went straight to hot! No rain in months already! Husband on short-term disability now; bigger pain in the ass than ever! I am trying very hard to cope but every day of this is difficult. He is like a child more and more; oppositional and not willing to take care of any of this business himself. I think that he is making me physically ill. I am getting really bad stomachaches more and more. My nerves are shot; I keep burdening my mom with all my bitching. Some days I don't go over there to give her a break from me! Maybe she doesn't really mind, but I would, if it were me in her place. This is my 5th husband and I still haven't learned how to train one right! Someday, I will become a merry widow! HA! HA! Lord, please don't strike me down! I pray a lot for forgiveness! I have been fortunate to help my son financially, and I also help a dear, dear friend, whom I consider as close as my own sisters. She is a wonderfully humane woman who rescues dogs and takes care of any animal that needs it. She would starve before any animal would at her house. Those are my "charities" and I am happy to do it! That makes me feel better!

Happy New Year!

Well, here it is, already 2011! This is the 40th anniversary coming up of my high school graduation. I presume that they will have a reunion; I have never attended any of the other ones so far. I may want to check it out this year! It will be a trip anyway. I am glad last year is over! Here's hoping that this year is better; the husband wasn't behaving last year very well at all! He is still a condescending smart-alack; I should be used to that by now. I am just biding my time here! I try to keep busy and not dwell too much on the negative. That is all we can do sometimes. If there can be more harmonious times for all, I will be happy!