HOT, HOT, HOT!

This is one of those years! I can remember one like it not that long ago; skipped spring and went straight to hot! No rain in months already! Husband on short-term disability now; bigger pain in the ass than ever! I am trying very hard to cope but every day of this is difficult. He is like a child more and more; oppositional and not willing to take care of any of this business himself. I think that he is making me physically ill. I am getting really bad stomachaches more and more. My nerves are shot; I keep burdening my mom with all my bitching. Some days I don't go over there to give her a break from me! Maybe she doesn't really mind, but I would, if it were me in her place. This is my 5th husband and I still haven't learned how to train one right! Someday, I will become a merry widow! HA! HA! Lord, please don't strike me down! I pray a lot for forgiveness! I have been fortunate to help my son financially, and I also help a dear, dear friend, whom I consider as close as my own sisters. She is a wonderfully humane woman who rescues dogs and takes care of any animal that needs it. She would starve before any animal would at her house. Those are my "charities" and I am happy to do it! That makes me feel better!