Damn, I can't seem to get a break!  I am now having to deal with family turmoil and strife; my husband is included.  I want to help out a friend and yet it seems that this is taking away from somebody's attention from me.  I wanted to just chain saw my life away this morning but it got too hot!  It has been some severe heat here; triple digits on thermometer.  I can't seem to win for losing; God is my only hope and salvation.  I pray that he gives me relief.